missing someone..

Amazing how u fall short of words when u need then the most..how u miss someone the most when they r away...beyond U...how u love someone the most when they r indifferent...Amazing..how my gut squirms with unpleasant thoughts..how gloominess engulfs my existence everytime i m reminded of times gone by...and how even pleasant entitites like the wind, greetings from frnds etc...tend to enhance pain further...strange journey ..this " missing someone "...u laugh hollow laughters...u smile painful smiles...ur eyes stare down the alley with longing for the one who once held ur hand down that very lane...and unlike physical pain this is one thing without pain killers...and it is constantly augmented..and all u can do is Hope....as put beautifully in Shawshank Redemption.."Hope is a good thing may b the best of things..."..and then towards the end..."I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams..."..i dream about a winged angel in red...i hope it isn't long before She stoops down from her abode to grace me...and if it is a long wait...God save me!!!