A eternal wait?

I am writing this to show it to Her someday....but not yet.....right now i wish she has a few words for me..she doesn't.....right now i wish she smiled at me....but she isn't smiling either...is it just moments before the downpour or the beginning of an eternal wait, i know not!!! And at this lonely hour, with a few hidden tears for company, when every living cell of my body is aching for Her, i m completely aware of all those beautiful moments i had with Her....and i wish i cud have a few more of them...funny..sometimes what seems so much within reach at one point of time might be as far as the horizon the very next moment...and all u can do is just admire the game of nature...or mayb just mourn...wishing that the next moment changes just as drastically...wish i were lying down in her lap...under the shade of a banyan...wish i cud dance with her in the rain on her favourite song one more time....wish i could make her a cup of hot coffee and share it with her in the cool summer night breeze.....wish i cud....such a wishful phrase.....the next time i talk to her i wud know how it feels like to get the unbelievable...the next time....till then i shall wait....