a few tears!!

Princess says, She would rather be happy without me than with me.....wish I could assure Her otherwise...per kya keroon? She cried all day today...mayb bcoz of me...She loves me a lot!! But helplessness is terrible...mayb She thinks I m better off if She disappears....kaisay kahoon unse kya hain woh meri...ager sach main woh khush hai , without me, i will feel happy...bcoz i would taste selflessness for the first time in my life....kyunki by leaving Her I m not gaining anything...ab na chain rahega , na sukoon, and since a part of me still believes mayb mayb She could have been happy with me...even my conscience will prick me for letting Her go...i just pray Shez happy...Princess if u r reading this..know that .. i still love You for it is not in me to forsake U...it is not in me to forget You, and I will miss You a lot....You r a kid and kids should not be allowed to choose entirely on their own...but if a kid cries and gets suffocated every time u go near Her, kya ker sakthe hain? azeeb badnaseebi hai...God bless U and God save me !!!