Something strange...

Something strange has taken over me...m i bein myself or m i being more depressed i dunno..people have started complainging that Imm cribbing..dont really think so..the more u think the more u find fault with everything u see around...and greater is the feeling of purposelessness all around..and the Blore ambience is not helping this numbness either....im becoming a loner with every passing day..is that bcoz im happy with myself or bcoz i hate those around me i dunno..got to find that out....but yeah...so much to care for look for and hope for and still im sensing a deep dissatisfaction within me..soooo sooon???strange isn't it...but yeah its happening.....