Life starts anew....

New faces, new people, a new world, a new schedule, new obligations, new responsibilities, new burdens, new fears..something's still not changed...that constant search for that hidden person...a constant search for someone who makes u feel u r looking at urself in a mirror..for someone who is not artificial , for whom life is not all abt money, projects,positions, parties....agreed these r all a big part, even more so now but they r not the priority....life's changed in the sense that leisure has become an amazing luxury...never felt the kind of relief i m feeling rt now...a weekend....so soothing....sometimes i wonder how people have been able to live a life like this for years....no time for oneself...living constantly for "something else"...no time to walk alone in the middle of the road,dead of the night, no time to enjoy the morning dew, no time to write a poem, not time for anything that makes life worth living...wish my life doesn't become like that....this suffocation is something that sucks life out humans..wish i get some oxygen to breathe every now and then...this life is an essentiality but its not the essence..not the end all!! like say classes in Java(they r real tough yaar!!!) like one class inherits another class ..has all its attributes plus the extra features developed for its own purpose....leisure is worthless without a mission, a motive...missions and aims r worthless if we cant afford that leisure on those fine moments..that rendezvous with happiness that sparks ur life every now and then...