Yday at the cafty , i just stumbled over an ageold question...i was lying on my back in the grass gazing at the stars..searching for the brightest one...and then i wondered if such gigantic objects are lost in this galaxy then what really is my significance!! What do I add to this universe..what difference did i or will I ever make? I felt someone up there was playing a game...tp as we say in hostel lingo...and we by losing ourselves in this beautiful maze of life add to His entertainment....and then i mused...the times i was really happy was when i was lost in doin something..."writing a poem all my energy used for finding the right words", "playing the guitar", watching the sunset...without a streak of a thought...and then i questioned myself...isn't it good to immerse urself in something and live out the time u have here on this wonderful planet..or should I, now that I am halfway through continue on this strange path where I look at everything including myself from a "Third person" point of view..like a constant observatory watching and memorizing ur actions..ready to screw u when u contradict ur own self...? Confused utterly about which direction to take....but as i told my friend..."knowledge and realisations can never really be undone" is it possible to forget ever the abc's..or 123's and even if i want to will the world i live in allow me 2???