Went back to the Ashram after 7 long years....7 is a very important number in Hindu mythology.... Lord Vishnu gives His gatekeepers the option of 7 lives as His devotees, or 3 lives as demons ..but they were so reluctant to live away from Him that they choose 3 lives as demons..and then we had..(ravana kumbhakarna..treta yug), (shishupal, dantavakra..dwapar yug) .......and (hiranyakashyap and hiranyakasha...sathya yug),..so i felt my wait would atlast end....but it dint..dint get to see Swamiji,....He is old..now HE needs a car to get back to His room..and all i got was half an hour in the ashram..my fault..should have got up earlier in the morning... ...8 hrs of bus journey for nothing???i complained and i knew what i missed in real world, He would compensate to me in dreams as has always been the case....and i did get a dream..not that day but the day after...and i was happier..bcoz dreams can sometimes be just a mere reflection of ur day's thoughts...nothing necessarily spiritual....but still would love to see HIm next time I go there....disappointed..i so badly wanted to see Him before i leave for US..but its fine..the longer the wait the sweeter the result....or rather as He told me once in my dream(and now it all turned true)..."the greater the pain, more is the happiness that you would get later"...and yeah..the happiness has just started to surface...
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