Ur birthday mail...

Princess,
the diamond U see in the photo is called the Hope diamond..i took these photos in US....DO U know whom I was thinking about when I was taking these photos?Khush rehna Pricess...mujhe patha hai Tum rahogi...all i want to say is when U r faced with situations where U are searching for a reason U dont have to explain to Urself that Tumhe khush rehna hai..all U need to think is that U r a good person, and happiness is the only state U deserve....Looking back so many things have changed since Ur last birthday...i have been through so much offlate that I wonder if I could ever attain the kind of thinking i had back in college...but irrespective of that there is one thing that remains the same and will...and that is the fact that being loved by someone , being missed by someone, being made to feel special by someone is always something we live for and crave for...i dunno how lucky I am ..but I love You and I miss talking to U...i am not saying this to tell You that i am doing You a favour or trying to make U happy ...its just a basic truth which would may be sometime, get covered by old leaves and dust, but would always stay...unchanged because the part of my life which U made so beautiful with Ur presence, when there were not many reasons to smile or feel happy about...will always be special..and I would always crave for days like that...always...I had ideally like to sing that song myself but i dont have a mike and i have to find out a few things about recording...i dont have the patience to sort those things out now..but trust me my promise is still on my mind...main hamesha promises nahin todtha Princess..bas kabhi kabhi galthi ho jaathi hai....Love You...

NorthernSky-Nick Drake

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.

It's been a long time that I'm waiting
Been a long time that I'm blown
been a long time that I've wandered
Through the people I have known
Oh, if you would and you could
Straighten my new mind's eye.

Would you love me for my money
Would you love me for my head
Would you love me through the winter
Would you love me 'til I'm dead
Oh, if you would and you could
Come blow your horn on high.

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.

Dialogues of the day.....

Dialogues of the day:
"dark pe dark circles nahin dikhthe.."
I ll try to trust You"...
im smiling Princess..i still love You..ehsaan nahin ker raha ...but i feel its a good reason for You to feel happy...not that You dont have now ..but one more to the list...

Missing U

Formality ke liye thodi na koi kisiko miss kertha hai....yeh nahin keh raha ki hamesha miss kertha hoon Princess...weekdays main bohottt kaam hotha hai...weekends pe yehan wehan ghoomne chale jaatha hoon..per kabhi kabhi yunhi Aap yaad aajathi ho...Aapse ki hui baatein yaad aajathi hain..aisa lagtha hai kahin kuch kho gaya..nahin na?sab theek haina...Tum yehi hona?mere paas? I love You a lotttttttttttttttttttttt and always will..kabhi kabhi Tumpe gussa aatha hai..par kya keroon?kuch keh nahin paatha...aur jab Tum aise kam kam baath kerthi ho..maang bhi nahin paatha..

metro...

chupake se kahin, dheeme paanv se
jaane kis taraf, kis ghadi
aage badh gaye hamse raahon mein
par tum toh abhi the yahin
kuchh bhi na suna, kab ka tha gila
kaise keh diya alvida

Very few movies could make you laugh and cry at the same time..this was one of them..it talks about a suffocation we all feel but cannot locate....the only difference is that the director felt one should stand on the terrace and scream..i feel like standing in the middle of the road and screaming....only it is less possible....Dharmendra talking about the mistake he made 40 years back....atleast he could spend some time with her...for all of us who would die thirsting for a few such moments his situation is still so enviable..isn't it?a collage of intricate relationships beautifully woven Metro reminds us of the grand tragedy of life...that when we are chasing love there are other worries u need to sort out first and by the time you sort them out love disappears out of sight...Shiney Ahuja saying ,"love left us" is a classic statement symbolising relationships involving compromise at some point or other..i was talking yday to a friend of mine who felt career sometimes comes in the way of love and you cant just let it go for love...sounded practical..but im still not in that situation..but ideally relationships involving compromise for security and stability sooner or later end..or fade out...which is very painful...may be im wrong..may be people around actually are more concerned about careers, flats, cars and stuff....hehe..i wudn't know...its a very simplistic way of showing a complicated mess..the phone calls people do to adjust times for their physical affairs was a mockery of the whole society...i just hope it was an exaggeration (funny..wonder why the only relationship which had some love ended up as a tragedy) ...if its even half true, this is a horrific world that gives me shivers...all in all it talks about a society materialistically driven ...where love finds a plethora of obstacles and where emotions count for nothing....where beings are more worried about finding flats for their affairs than their families, where everyone is cheating upon someone else...not realising that cheating like charity starts at home..in this case urself...